Monday, February 26, 2007

Artist Series

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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

When Comes The Spring...


I love My Fair Lady. I've loved it since I was little. At the age of six, I can distinctly remember watching the movie on a small, static-filled, rabbit-eared tv in our living room, twirling around like Audrey Hepburn and putting marbles in my mouth. Fortunately, I never swallowed one, but that's beside the point. Towards the end of the movie when Henry Higgens finally realizes that beauty is really in the eyes of the beholder and, like in all good moives, he loves her implicitly. And, like in all good musicals, the orchestra begins to drift the now familiar cords of "I Could Have Danced All Night," and Higgens begins to sing. The words go like this:

"I've grown accustomed to her face,
She almost makes the day begin,
I've grown accustomed to the tune,
She whispers night and noon,
Her smiles, her frowns,
Her ups, her downs,
Are second nature to me now,
Like breathing out and breathing in,
I was serenely independent and content before we met,
Surely I could always be that way again,
And Yet, I've grown accustomed to her looks, accustomed to her voice,
Accustomed to her, face."

Now, I of course, can never take this at face value and move on. No, I, in a twisted and probably far out there way, compared it to my walk with Christ. Now, before you run from the room shaking your head, hear me out. Are we accustomed to the face of Christ? Are His actions second nature to us? Does He make our day begin, or is it something else? Now that spring is in the air, I again stand amazed at our wonderful Savior. He has done so much for me and yet I know Him so very little. At times, it feels as though the more I learn the less I know. But I'm going to keep learning, keep striving, keep challenging myself until Christ becomes what I breath out and what I breathe in. He's the only one whose worth it.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Further proof your sin will find you out...


BEIJING (Reuters) - A Chinese headmaster, who tried to buy off colleagues by cooking dog meat for them after secretly selling off trees around the school, ended up setting fire to classrooms when the meal burst into flames, a Chinese newspaper said Friday. Ten classrooms containing televisions, computers, printers and textbooks burned down, leaving nearly 100 children unable to go to school, the Beijing Youth Daily said.The headmaster, in the northeastern province of Heilongjiang, sold off a 1,000-tree arboretum surrounding the school on the sly, the newspaper said."In order to get the teachers not to tell anyone what he had done, on the afternoon of May 16, headmaster Meng got friends to obtain two dogs, which they proceeded to kill on the school grounds," the report said."He then told the teachers they would have dog meat to eat that afternoon," it added.But the plan went awry when the dog being cooked burst into flames and set fire to the school's main office and then the classrooms.The local education bureau fined the headmaster 10,000 yuan ($1,252) and suggested he be fired, the newspaper said.

Further proof your sin will find you out...


BEIJING (Reuters) - A Chinese headmaster, who tried to buy off colleagues by cooking dog meat for them after secretly selling off trees around the school, ended up setting fire to classrooms when the meal burst into flames, a Chinese newspaper said Friday. Ten classrooms containing televisions, computers, printers and textbooks burned down, leaving nearly 100 children unable to go to school, the Beijing Youth Daily said.The headmaster, in the northeastern province of Heilongjiang, sold off a 1,000-tree arboretum surrounding the school on the sly, the newspaper said."In order to get the teachers not to tell anyone what he had done, on the afternoon of May 16, headmaster Meng got friends to obtain two dogs, which they proceeded to kill on the school grounds," the report said."He then told the teachers they would have dog meat to eat that afternoon," it added.But the plan went awry when the dog being cooked burst into flames and set fire to the school's main office and then the classrooms.The local education bureau fined the headmaster 10,000 yuan ($1,252) and suggested he be fired, the newspaper said.

Monday, February 12, 2007

I miss being six...


Get up, brush your teeth, go to school, do your homework, watch tv, go to bed, repeat. That was my life. All was good and normal and routine. Then I hit high school, where I could do whatever I wanted (within reason of course), and yet still had to answer to my parents at the conclusion of each day. Then, welcome to college, where one can usually do whatever one wants, only I get the privilge of attending a school more rigid than home ever was. Yet, there was more freedom to find and experience, and I can practically do whatever I want whenever I want. With graduation and real life lurking it's ugly head around the corner, I am faced with the question every college student fears, what next? People talk about God's will and just "knowing" what to do every day. That's impossible to know 100% for sure when it comes to the rest of your life. Sure, the Bible gives us all the advice we need for the big picture. Follow Christ, love the Lord with all your heart, love your neighbor as yourself. Ok, so that means I'm supposed to work where? That means I'm supposed to go to grad school? Law School? Marriage? Single? Find me the First book of Elizabeth and show me what chapter I'm on. Anyone, Anyone? Bueller? Seriously, I've never been so out to sea in my life. Now befor you go one and post a comment which says flippantly to not worry about tomorrow, I'm not talking about tomorrow and months from now. I'm worried about later today. The little decisions I make are framing who and what I am becoming on a daily basis. Blue socks or Black socks? this decision alone carries with it thousands of tiny consequences. Think I'm being ridiculous? Think about it. Maybe by wearing my black socks, I want to avoid the salt on the sidewalk and walk through the gym instead. In the back hallway I meet a friend I haven't talked to in awhile and we begin chatting about mutual friends. That person gives me bad news about one particular friend of mine. I call someone else and find out that it's true, one of my friends messed up his life royally and is now in prison. Then, I ask myself, Should I have worn the blue socks? They don't show salt so much. I would have been in the dark. Would that have been better? So you see, I wish I was six. Mom picked out my socks.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

As Time Goes By







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feel inadequate ? Like you are teeny tiny and really little. Ever wonder what emotions your parents went through when they first saw you, like right after you were born? Ever get asked Huge life questions and feel completely bewildered. Ever have something happen to your "life plan" and feel like you're just flying by the seat of your pants? Ever seen some 300 college students out of control? Welcome to my week.